I want the night.
My self-esteem has been so low. I wonder if any one has noticed. I feel so disgusting.
"Since there is no such entity as ‘the public,’ since the public is merely a number of individuals, the idea that ‘the public interest’ supersedes private interests and rights can have but one meaning: that the interests and rights of some individuals take precedence over the interests and rights of others."
How do you put up with my obsessive ways?
Nagging feel in the pit of my stomach
the curve of my back.
Tell me what you must,
Do not let it be truth.
Fiction, I cry.
Imagined garbage, I weep.
Stop this churning mess,
Before it swallows me.
Guess what. I’m actually going to start posting my art.
School work is keeping me so down.
Not seeing David mostly.
Car business is too much.
I need to punch things
Complete lack of transportation makes me want to rip my arms off.
I had fun this weekend. I had a great time at Susan’s costume party. I talked all about art and how I pick myself up out of ruts. I totally in one right now. I though foxes were the answer. They’re a part of it. Now what is the rest? It will come. It always does. I just need David. I just need to stop worrying about everything. I say no worries, when I do just the opposite!
Ugh, My shoulders!
Poems had me pretty well there…maybe I should continue?
This ache in my shoulders! it makes me not want to work on anything, it makes me cold, and stiff.