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I want the night.
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I want to feel beautiful again.
My self-esteem has been so low. I wonder if any one has noticed. I feel so disgusting.
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"Since there is no such entity as ‘the public,’ since the public is merely a number of individuals, the idea that ‘the public interest’ supersedes private interests and rights can have but one meaning: that the interests and rights of some individuals take precedence over the interests and rights of others."
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Manefrid with nut.
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How do you put up with my obsessive ways?
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Nagging feel in the pit of my stomach
the curve of my back.
Tell me what you must,
Do not let it be truth.
Fiction, I cry.
Imagined garbage, I weep.
Stop this churning mess,
Before it swallows me. -
New York, June 2010
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Guess what. I’m actually going to start posting my art.
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I feel so unmotivated.
School work is keeping me so down.
Not seeing David mostly.
Car business is too much.
I need to punch things
Complete lack of transportation makes me want to rip my arms off.
I had fun this weekend. I had a great time at Susan’s costume party. I talked all about art and how I pick myself up out of ruts. I totally in one right now. I though foxes were the answer. They’re a part of it. Now what is the rest? It will come. It always does. I just need David. I just need to stop worrying about everything. I say no worries, when I do just the opposite!Ugh, My shoulders!
Poems had me pretty well there…maybe I should continue?
This ache in my shoulders! it makes me not want to work on anything, it makes me cold, and stiff.
