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I feel so unmotivated.
School work is keeping me so down.
Not seeing David mostly.
Car business is too much.
I need to punch things
Complete lack of transportation makes me want to rip my arms off.
I had fun this weekend. I had a great time at Susan’s costume party. I talked all about art and how I pick myself up out of ruts. I totally in one right now. I though foxes were the answer. They’re a part of it. Now what is the rest? It will come. It always does. I just need David. I just need to stop worrying about everything. I say no worries, when I do just the opposite!Ugh, My shoulders!
Poems had me pretty well there…maybe I should continue?
This ache in my shoulders! it makes me not want to work on anything, it makes me cold, and stiff.
